after hours of trying to use a boot disk and having it fail (i couldn't even create it, I think that the image was corrupt) and at my wit's end I decided to use the recovery tool.
And it solve- oh wait, it made things worse.
Yeah so it wiped the drive and appeared to work fine until it got to installing windows. After a while it said "windows could not be installed on your hardware" then "windows failed to install, restart the installation" . . . this now loops constantly, I returned the bios settings to default with no luck (raid is default btw). Apparently my system will NOT boot with AHCI as the sata controller.
Hitting f8 now does NOT bring up the recover windows option.
Now I'm thinking my last resort is to try to download a linux distro and boot from that but I have no idea. Could the drive simply have failed? Literally every test imaginable I've seen and run over the years (which I run regularly) point to the drive functioning perfectly.